My Week~

OK this will probably be the only time this week that I blog not unless I get some free time at night. I have been SICK! So, sick I went to the Doc. and I really don't like doing that~ He said I had the begging signs of TMJ and to get a mouth piece.....He also told me to take mucinex and sudafed......WHATEVER~!~!~! I wanted drugs to make me feel better. I have such a busy week this week and we need to have the repair man come to fix the drier and I have no time for him to come because they only work my neighbor hood in the MORNINGS~ and I will be gone every morning this week. SO, if I can't find someone to come when there here I guess we will be hanging r close to dry for a while.
Now that the kids r gone let me just grip about them for a moment.....Sloan r youngest is very set in his ways and he only does what he wants to do when he wants to do it! This is really getting on my nerves I guess since I don't feel good and I want him to do it my way NOW! Seth the middle child has started to change for the worst since starting Kindergarten~ I say this happen with my oldest Savanah who is now in the 4th grade and is start to go through womanly changes!~ THIS is a very trying time for us as well. I know that her body is changing and she doesn't really know what or how to react for that matter & I am truly tryng to be kind to her but trust me it is VERY hard. SO I guess it has been a very hard few months with the kids for me I know. I am starting to spend more time with Sloan because I took him out of school on Wed. so now he only goes on Tues/Thurs. and Seth is not really listening and Savy with all her issues (BOY no wonder I am so tired) I guess that is it about the kids~
We registered Savanah for Softball this weekend. I think she really enjoys it and she is good at it when her dad is not there yelling at her. We registered Seth for Soccer and they said that they didn't know if they were going to have enough boys to form a league so they would call us if they did~ He really need the exercise so I hope that they do. I also Signed Sloan up for T*Ball this should be a fun SPRING~ I think we r always busy......but such is life with kids.
God Bless

A little about everything...

OK so I guess I am not getting any better at updating this web page or BLOGGING more. Hey at lest I blog once a week that is good for me!
Well I just found out this week that Rock and Brittany r going to have a baby.~ I am Very happy for them because they were told that they didn't have to marry to have the baby and there doing it anyway they say that is what they want. I really feel like they bring out the best in each other. I am just wondering about my children~ how will this effect them. Since this baby will be there with my dad and step mom and it will be there FLESH and BLOOD grandchild~ I know that this is just satin talking but I can't help to wonder? Will they still love my kids as much as they do now~ I love my family in Alabama SO VERY much and I hope that they feel the same about me but I always wonder if when we leave they say "THANK GOODNESS, THERE GONE!" and then we don't have to see them for awhile~ They say that they still want us to move down there but really could you see them saying NO we don't want u anymore~ I am sure that this is all in my head and that they really don't feel this way at least I hope that they would say something if they did.~ I wish I could get up the courage to talk to them about it but I know I never will~
OK on to my family~
Seth is going to play soccer he says he wants too again~ so we said fine and then Sloan is going to play T-Ball for Holy Rosary it is just 2 times and the man I talked to said that that was enough for his I agree...BUT I know my son and he will want to play every weekend~
As for Savy she is in school choir,church choir and does bible study on wed. nights~ She said she might play softball but doesn't' know yet~
I am staying very busy with the kids and Mike is mike!~ Gotta LOVE him.
We r having r 6 year anniversary on Friday, I never thought we would be married this long!
We have been together 8 years now~ WOW that is long time~
OK off to get lunch for the boys.....
GOOD BLESS

Exercise the body and mind

Well we did it~ We bought A treadmill we had been looking at them for sometime and we bought one today after Church. SO no more excuses for me I guess. No more it is too cold to go to the gym! I have a gym in my garage. I am kinda excited about it but I am wondering if it will be a wast of money for us. U see last year this time we bought an elliptical because I had to have one it was a cheaper one but none the less it was costly and it has only been used a few times~ It is so different then the one at the gym. SO pray for me that I grow some will power to walk everyday! THEN maybe I will loose a few pounds!
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS

Well we did it~ We bought A treadmill we had been looking at them for sometime and we bought one today after Church. SO no more excuses for me I guess. No more it is too cold to go to the gym! I have a gym in my garage. I am kinda excited about it but I am wondering if it will be a wast of money for us. U see last year this time we bought an elliptical because I had to have one it was a cheaper one but none the less it was costly and it has only been used a few times~ It is so different then the one at the gym. SO pray for me that I grow some will power to walk everyday! THEN maybe I will loose a few pounds!
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS

Church~

I really enjoy going to Church on Sundays. I love going to my bible study. But I wonder if I am worshiping the "CHURCH & the classes I take" more then the LORD. I heard Joyce Meyers say this week on her show that we need to stop just going to church and really go to worship the Lord and include him in your everyday life! This really got me to thinking. I do listen to christian music and I do try to be a good christian but I hardly ever read my bible unless I am doing homework for my classes. I never study it on my own. I know that I love the LORD but I feel like there is more that I could be doing to really get to know him. (That was my new years resolutions) I feel like there is more out there then what I have with him!~
God Bless

FAT~

I know it has been a few days since I have blogged and I know that you r over Michael's birthday. But I really don't know what to blog about~
Last night was "date night" and Mike and I got to go out by r selves and we took the kids to Allders gate so that they could play with there friends. Savanah said she didn't really want to go but I said she had to so that mike and I could be alone and the was the end of it~ She ended up having a great time and didn't want to leave when we left.
The only thing I can think about is my weight!~ Every time I have to go to Alabama that is all that I think about until I go! And when i am there it consumes me. You see my sisters and brother step-mom and dad r all very thin and we r all FAT! I know the LORD loves me this was so I too should Love me but it is so hard. I was reading a magazine this week that said that and it is so true it is a AWFUL cycle.....Feel bad-eat- feel bad for eating-eat-and around and around we go! This is so true. I just wish I could STOP. I am a addict but to food and how do u just stop eating?
I was going to try to lose weight for the wedding but then I rethought all that and decided against that, because that would mean I would have to have will power & we all know that I have NONE!
I will try to blog more~ this week.
Talk to u soon
God Bless

Birthdays~

Today is Mike's birthday...and no matter what I do or give him he NEVER seems to REALLY like it or get excited about it. This in turn makes me upset as I feel like I can not please him. I got him sears gift cards and cup cakes from Starbucks. BUT I know how he will act- he will say thanks and that he liked it but he will not act as such! I am sure that this has something to do with the different times we were raised in but i have told him this hurts my feeling and I would think that he would change to make me happy!~ But every holiday it is the same thing-
Just had to let that out. Thanks for listening!
~N~