PRAYING.......

SO I got up yesterday morning at 4:30am. Mike had set the alarm and didn't turn it off when he got up so it woke me and yes instead of going back to sleep I just stayed up....I went on my interview and as I was sitting there waiting there I was talking my self out of wanting the job. I even thought about leaving with out doing the interview. I stayed and did the interview and I am so glad that I did. It is the perfact job for me....I would be teaching little kids in the morning, I can enroll Sloan in the 5year old program, I can take my lunch to take him to school, and the best thing I can take the summer off if I want to.! Does this not sound like a perfact job for me! ~ If you know me you will say yes!!!! NOW I am just waiting to here from them to see if I got the job or not~>~>I am praying that I got it I really want it so bad!~ It doesn't pay that much but it is forty hours monday -friday. I will work when the kids are in school and I will be home by 430 so I will be home to help with home work! Can we say PERFECT.....So please help me pray that if this is the job that the LORD wants me to have that I get it. If not then I know that The Lord has another plan for me but doesn't this sound wonderful!!!!
God Bless~

Nervous...

I am so nervous about my interview this morning. I really don't know why.I know that the LORD will lead me to the right job, and it is not like I don't have a job. I can always sub at the school system and in the preschool. I just want to make some real money so I feel like I am helping out with the bills and the extras that we get each month. I always knew that when Sloan started school that would be my goal to get a good job or a better job. With a little more pay and a few more hours. Well I better go get ready for my interview~ I will let you know more later!
~N~

why worry

I was so worried all summer long that I would not have a job this fall so I when someone at the gym told me there was a position open working Monday,Tuesday,wed,and Friday I took it. I thought for sure it would be the only job I would be offered. I guess it goes back to the low self esteem that I have about myself. Well I was wrong.....
A couple of weeks ago I got a call from someone that said they were with the Warrick count school corp cafeteria. I thought it was something about free lunch for the big kids at school. But I was wrong. She was calling me for an interview. I went on the interview and got a sub. position for them making what i am now at the gym. I also still have the sub position at the preschool for the special needs children. (There might be a position with them in the pm class)
Today Crossroads (the church I go to) called me for an interview in there child care. I have no idea what they pay or what my duties will be but I think that this is just AWESOME how God is opening all these doors for me. I will continue to pray about the decision so that I will take Gods path for me. BUT WOW how awesome is he~ All we have to do is trust in him and that is so hard for me....Obviously, I took the job at the gym, and had to quit because the jobs in Newburgh are closer to home and will work better for everyone in my family....
I just wish that I could find a good a good paying job that has so stability to it~ I know I have to trust in him and it will be.....and that is what I think I will do this time! After all what happened the last time i got nervous.....So the moral of this little story is trust in the Heavenly father he does know all......

BLESSINGS

I am so very blessed....God is such a awesome man! I know that I am a sinner and I sin everyday. All though I try not to. The good LORD has blessed me with a great family,healthy children,enough food,awesome home and a comfy bed at night....I really need to thank him more then I do. I know that I have a lot more then some people and I am truly BLESSED~

Sloany...

I have been watching kids shows for 4 days now and boy am i tired of it. Sloan has had a 103 temp and so I took him to the doctor and guess what he has a double ear infection....So needless to say I am not working today...I didn't work yesterday and I am hoping to go back tomorrow. Savy is going to stay with a friend tonight so it will be one less that poor barb will have in the nursery at fitness world. I feel so bad with having to bring them both really makes me feel bad for the person working in the nursery but when mom is out of town and no one to watch them I have no other choice...
We have had a pretty peaceful week...Since Sloan has been sick it has been very quite around here. I think he has been fighting this cold for a couple of weeks....He has really been bad for about 2 weeks. I also think he has been bord too....
Well that is all that is happening here I am still waiting to here from USI to see how many credit hours i have. I am also PRAYING that I get a job with the pre-school.....I so want this and I feel like i would be good at it.~ I just hope that Lisa finds a place for me.~ I am so tired of driving to the gym and being on my feet all day....
talk 2 you soon~
God Bless
~N~

update~~~

I went to USI and Ivy Tech on Thursday to see how many credit hours I had and I found out that at Ivy Tech I have 18. I know that that is not a lot but when you only need 60. It is kinda good~ Well I think so anyway. I will not know about USI till next week. They have to mail it. I am praying that I have at least 10.... That would mean less class for me. ~~
Thursday night I went to Sarah's house and emailed her boss (the one that asked for me to or someone to help with the summer classes for the pre school) the email basically said that I was very happy and blessed to help Sarah and that I would love to be considered if there were any positions open for the next school year. She emailed me back and said she was glad that I could help and she would keep me in mind if any opening in the pre school came up....SO I am very happy I pray that some thing opens. That the Lord will bless me with the job of my dreams....
I will let you know more as soon as I know more...
GOD Bless
~N~

more about ME~~~

For the past 2 days this has been my schedule work come home and take a two hour nap and if I didn't have stuff to do I really think I could have slept all night.~ LSAT NIGHT I got up made dinner ate dinner and then back to sleep. It is like I can't get enough sleep or something. ~ I don't ever remember being this tired.
I have decide to bit the bullet and take the para pro test....(If I don't have enough credit hours) you have to have 6o and I know I don't have that but I might maybe be close. ~~~ One can always hope. I am going to usi and ivy tech to see how many credit hours I have and then I will know more tomorrow. I would really like to take the test to see what I do really bad in so I will know what to study. I am also going to the EVSC to apply for teaching asst. SUB.... that is what I am doing in warrick county (NEWBURGH) I am hoping that if I apply at both places I will work a couple times a week,,,,~ But as I have said before I will know more tomorrow~ SO I guess I will have to write more tomorrow when I know more what is going on~ Good Night
may GOD watch over you and Bless you!
~N~