8/27/2007

yippeeeee

Well he did it! Mike got his CDL lic. today!!!! I am so very happy of him... I can not express how Happy I am.

We went to Alabama this weekend to look for a house and let mike put some apps in and mom watched the kids for us. I am glad that she did it was a BIG help. I had planed on taking them with us but Mom said she would watch them because they didn't need to miss anymore school then they had too.
It was not a "FUN" trip we looked at house on Saturday and found on that we like in the school dist that we want....and Friday mike put in a couple of apps....Sunday we went to church ate lunch and left.. That is it. So the kids would not of have a good time.
We r off to DISNEY this weekend so this will probably be my only post until we get back. I am very busy this week.
GOD is so AWESOME... Even when u think that someone has it in for u he is there and you can cuddle up in his big strong hands and talk to him and he will fix it all...
God bless
~N~

8/17/2007

HOUSE FOR SALE~~~High School musical 2

O my this has been a crazy day...
OK Last night I told Seth that we could invite a friend over and have a HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 party....I was just doing this as a fun thing for a 7 year old to do...I never in my wildest dreams expected so many people to be having a high school musical party...there were hardly any decoration to be found. I did find some plates and I taped the plates up to the walls and the doors....Silly I know but it made my 7 and 4 year old happy... SO mike and I had just gotten done picking up for the big party and 3 ladies came to my door to see the house....O MY!!!
I told them I didn't know that they were coming but i told them it was not CLEAN but that they could come in....They did and I think that they really like it!!! They were in here for quit some time and then they were standing outside looking for about 10-15 minutes...WHO does that if they don't like a house...? So maybe this was it.....Maybe I will or we will get the OFFER we have been waiting for.!.? O my then what would I do move into an apt with all 5 of us!
THAT WILL BE FUN......
I will let u know
God Bless
~N~

8/14/2007

CDL....

Mike takes his CDL tomorrow at 8:30 am. This will be the third time he has taken it so I am praying that he passes it! The Big kids started school Monday and they really seem to like it.
We showed r house today for the first time...I forgot how much fun it is do have a house on the market...J/K I have been up since 5:30 am and anyone how know me know i don't get up that early....SO it is off to bed for me....I will let u know how Mike does on his test...
Talk to u soon
GOD bless
~N~

8/12/2007

BIRTHDAYS~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @ ME!!!!
Today was my 35th birthday and they r not as fun as they used to be. I can remember doing all kids of fun stuff on my birthday. Don't get me wrong I have had a great day church, out to eat, then a few people came over to bring me b-day gifts, we went to Target and then Mike and I went for a walk...We r getting ready for DISNEY!!!! I can not wait!!! Only 19 more days!!! WEll that is all that has been going on I am sure that I will have a lot to write about tomorrow. Seth and Savy start back to school and I know u all will be looking foreword to that adventure!
Talk to u soon
God Bless
~N~

8/07/2007

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Have u ever had things that u wanted to tell people and you just couldn't becasue of one reason or the other.? Well that is me. That is where I am now....There are so many different people that I want to tell things to and I just can't! I can't becasue there not willing to see the reasons why I am doing what I am doing. There are only looking at the negative reasons and not the positive ones which I can understand but look at what i am saying stand in my shoes for a minute. And then judge me!

I want to scream and cry both. I just want to be happy and I want EVERYONE around me to be happy. I want to know what tomorrow will bring and not feel like I am on the edge of a cliff waiting to fall of into GOD only knows what.

OK now on to another matter that has been bothering me. It was brought to my attention that I don't mention my mom enough or at all......THIS WAS TRULY NOT MENT TO HURT ANYONES FEELINGS..... It is not as if I MEANT to not mention it. I was in no way trying to hurt or get back at my mom I love her very much. SO I am now going to talk about her.....

MOM,

My mom is a very unique women she can make people laugh at a momnets notice. She is a likeable person she has a lot of friends.....She is not working now she is taking a much need break. I don't think she needs to work any more but she says she does?

Her and my step-father go to veges around his birthday...that is there big vacation. She stays a week and he stays 2.

She LOVES her grand children very much and I know that they mean the world to her. That is the way it should be....

I don't feel we have a "close" relationship. Yes, we can talk but there are things that I don't feel I can tell her and I know there r things she doesn't tell me. That really bothers me. I wish that one day we could get closer. I don't really feel close to anyone in my family. I don't really know why. There r people that I tell things but no one that I tell EVERYTHING tooo.

O my that was hard to admit...

O I guess I should mention that I am or or I fell the LORD is leading me to MOVE......to Alabama......This was a very hard conclusion to come to and I know that no one will understand it and I wish I could explain it better or in another way but that is all I have~ THAT IS WHERE THE LORD WANTS ME TO BE.....on top of the fact that Mike will be making 3x what he makes here and houseing will be cheaper! I just want to CRY I just want EVERYONE to see that I am NOT going down there just to be with the father who abbanded me....!>!>!>! Even if he were to follow the LORD somewhere else I would STILL yes still want to move down there. I know now that people have to go where there needed to do the LORDS work and no one is ever not supposed to listen to what GOD wants.............


N

8/05/2007

AAAHHH...........

I did not sleep well...I have all this NERVOUS energy....I don't know how to get ride of it. I tried reading my Bible study book....then my bible then I tried walking out side in 100 degree heat. It is still with me. I have so much to say but just can't.......AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH i am nervous,calm,happy,scared,tired,wide awake,overjoyed,sad..... BUT the one thing I am NOT is worried I know that GOD is in control and everything will work out the way he wants it to.
O MY this is an AWSOME feeling. I LOVE the LORD so much and all I want to do is follow him! ! ! ! !
God Bless...
~N~

8/04/2007

GOD IS MOST HIGH

GOD

GOD is AWESOME...GOD is most high...GOD is king of kings...GOD is are almighty savior...GOD died for u and me...GOD is good... GOD can make anything happen...GOD is great...GOD is your father and mine...GOD is the holy spirt...GOD is cool...GOD is powerful...GOD is worthy of are praise...GOD is the reason for living...2 have a LOVE relationship with him...GOD is so much more to me then I will EVER be able to share...


The day start off pretty good we went to WW and I lost 1.4 pds witch I feel was good seeing as I have been busy getting the house ready to sell and not got to work out. Then we went to Lowes and Target to get a few need supplies to finish r projects and then came home to get started. Jim came and got Savy around 12p and then we went to lunch and Kight to see about the door issue and then I got a BAD phone call that I was not expecting today then out of the blue I got the GREATEST phone call ever!
Not that any of this makes any since to anyone but I just had to share it with someone I wish I could tell more and I am sure that maybe later I will be abel 2 just not now the timing is not right....
THANKs FOR listing....
God Bless
~N~

8/03/2007

O MY............and then there was life

OK last Sunday we decided to put are house on the NOT SELLING market. BUT, I am believing that it will sell quickly! SO that is one of the reasons why I have not written in a while. I have been CLEARING THE CLUTTER which is almost everything according to the AWESOME Realtor we have she says that the buyer wants to be able to put themselves into the house when the r looking at it!? and we have to move anyway so why not box up stuff less things for me to do when it does sell....
OOOOOO I also went to the MARY KAY Seminar o my was it awesome it was as close to Hollywood as I will ever get I can not wait to go next year! I don't really want to go on about it because I know that u would all think that it was BORING!!!!
Mom got back from I think it was Mississippi and she says she had a good time. I am glad because she needed a vacation. I love my mom so much...But I worry about here too. I really wish we were closer then we r. I wish we could tell each other things and know that they were not going to be judged! BUT i know that she loves me when she does it....and that is how she was raised. It is just difficult for me sometimes.
Well I am off to bed.....We have a long day of working outside tomorrow.....If anyone is wanting to be outside in the heat they can come and help....WE or I will not turn u away....
LOVE ~N~