New day~

It is October 3rd and I have been VERY depressed lately. I was very overwhelmed with teaching the 2-3year old. I decided to tell Lori (my boss) because Christie this awesome lady that I work with told me that they will not know if I don't tell them. I told them I wanted to be with the babies not itty ones but ones around 10-18 months. A week went buy not knowing what was going on and NOW I am in the dandelions class it is a class made up of 10 12-18 month old and I LOVE it I loving playing with babies all day (since I will not have any more) then when I get home to my kids I can handle them way better I think that dealing with kids close in age to mine was getting very hard on me. I would listen to kids whine all day and then come home and listen to kids whine all night it was enough to drive a person mad.
Yes I have to change diapers but none the less it is way easier to me to deal with the little ones. It is a whole different world over in the infant dept. I don't get to see Sloan as much as I would like but at least I didn't have to quit which i was thinking i would have to.... I am glad that I told someone I was so unhappy. ~
I went to the doc. on tuesday for my depression and my back pain it has been VERY bad latly since I have been picking up the little kids. I also think it is time to get it FIXED~! SO there is no more pain . I got X-Ray's done and it took for ever for the doc. to call me back about the results. But she finly did today she said that one of my vertibra is on top of the other on and she wanted to do an MRI . I asked if I could just do PT and the doc. said we could yes we could try that first. I don't know really what the plan is if the PT doesn't work I am guessing an MRI and see if anything elese is going on.