Savy P....

I always start out with OK but I kind of feel like this is my online journal.....So here goes...



OK....Savy let me tell you how much I love this little girl!!! I love her so very much and I just want her to grow and be a GOD loving, powerful,wonderful women....

Let me just tell you a little about my savy also know as sister.....

The boys r not allowed to call her Savanah she gets mad at them.....REALLY

I will never forget the first time Seth called her Savanah and she was very quick to tell him that was not her name it was SISTER....It was so funny.

My little girl will be 12 in July and she is taller then me and wares a size 10 shoe! So she is not really all that little...I can remember when she was born, I never thought I would ever LOVE someone or some thing as much as I loved her. She was so beautiful.....and still is...She used to look just like me but the more she grows into a women the more she looks like her dad. She acts just like me. Even Mike says this so I know it is not just me thinking this...SO sometimes we fight, well a lot of times we fight but I will ALWAYS love her. She was cursed with her her daddy's and my temper and like me she does not know how to handle it yet...I just hope that as she grows it doesn't get her into trouble like it did me!!!

She is not the smartest girl on the block but as long as she is doing her best that is all I have ever asked of her. She wants to go to USI and be a teacher like her Nettys and this makes me happy...That she already knows what she want to be. She has wanted to be a teacher & go to USI for as long as I can remember...

I know that Savy has been through a lot because her dad and I are not together. I know that she is very hurt by some of the things that happen at both homes and I am truly sorry for that. I wish that we lived in a perfect world but since we don't all I can say is that I love you and I am SO VERY SORRY.!

Savanah's very very BEST friend is Brittany (Sarah's Daughter) Brit is like me in a lot of ways to she is VERY much a people pleaser!!! Savy has know Brit since she was born. They grew up together...I am so glad that she has a life long friend! I know that this friendship will really help her in life and I really love Brit like my own daughter...

I hope that I have been a good mom to her because I have tried very hard. Yes sometimes I am very jealous of her and my moms relationship and she gets the attention that I want....But I really want to be her mom know and be her FRIEND when she gets bigger....I love her so very much. She will tell you that I love Sethy more but that is so not true!!! I love all my chrildren the same.