2/22/2007

A little about everything...

OK so I guess I am not getting any better at updating this web page or BLOGGING more. Hey at lest I blog once a week that is good for me!
Well I just found out this week that Rock and Brittany r going to have a baby.~ I am Very happy for them because they were told that they didn't have to marry to have the baby and there doing it anyway they say that is what they want. I really feel like they bring out the best in each other. I am just wondering about my children~ how will this effect them. Since this baby will be there with my dad and step mom and it will be there FLESH and BLOOD grandchild~ I know that this is just satin talking but I can't help to wonder? Will they still love my kids as much as they do now~ I love my family in Alabama SO VERY much and I hope that they feel the same about me but I always wonder if when we leave they say "THANK GOODNESS, THERE GONE!" and then we don't have to see them for awhile~ They say that they still want us to move down there but really could you see them saying NO we don't want u anymore~ I am sure that this is all in my head and that they really don't feel this way at least I hope that they would say something if they did.~ I wish I could get up the courage to talk to them about it but I know I never will~
OK on to my family~
Seth is going to play soccer he says he wants too again~ so we said fine and then Sloan is going to play T-Ball for Holy Rosary it is just 2 times and the man I talked to said that that was enough for his I agree...BUT I know my son and he will want to play every weekend~
As for Savy she is in school choir,church choir and does bible study on wed. nights~ She said she might play softball but doesn't' know yet~
I am staying very busy with the kids and Mike is mike!~ Gotta LOVE him.
We r having r 6 year anniversary on Friday, I never thought we would be married this long!
We have been together 8 years now~ WOW that is long time~
OK off to get lunch for the boys.....
GOOD BLESS

2 comments:

Sarah and Tim said...

Nikki, I really think that you should talk to your dad and step mom. If you dont have the courage to do it in person or on the phone, I would suggest to write a heartfelt letter. I really recommed this before you completely deside to move there. You owe it to yourself to get the facts and straight answers. Don't let what you think get in the way of anything. Get the facts!!! God will be pleased with your efforts to hear him, and not satan. Let us know when the boys have games, we would love to come. If you need help with the letter, let me know, sometimes to brainstorm questions with someone else helps. Love Ya

Nikki Cox said...

Thanks for the advice.....
I know this is something I should do~