And so what...

I realize that it has been a while since I have "BLOGGED". I really didn't know what to write for a while and then when I thought of something I really just didn't want to talk about it~
I really feel like Satin is attaching me why I am not really sure yet but I am trying to find out. it is partly because the sun has not been out for days and it is VERY cold here so when I don't have to be out I don't get out.~ ~
Well, 2 weeks ago Mike and I decided that I would quit my job I work at fitness world at the front desk and fill in in the nursery when needed. We had talked about me getting a job and working full time as a teachers assistant helping with children with learning disabilities. Which I believe that that is what the Lord is calling me to do. I still feel that that is what the Lord is wanting me to do but, I don't feel that right now is when he wants me to start. I feel as if he wants me to get to know HIM better!
I am really trying to get to know him and to change the ways I do things to the way he would do thing.
So, I talked to Andrea (she makes the schedule at work in the nursery) and then to Alicia (my boss) and I will be staying on at fitness world. I don't know for sure if this is what HE wants me to do or not but I needed a job and the situation came about that I could work one day and one night in the nursery and be the on call person so I took it. I really don't think this is where I will be for too long but until we decide if we r moving.....Which I think we r really leaning towards now~
The sermon in church was about moving past your fears to get to what GOD wants u to do. I really think that this is what and where he wants me to be and do~
I guess I will find out in the next couple of months~~~~
God Bless
~N~