My life is so much more at ease now that I am working less. Yes, we r hurting money wise but I feel so much better about life as a whole. I am so excited about going to Alabama next week and seeing my family there. I hope it will be a good time. I know that my dad and Pam will be busy doing wedding things but, I hope that I get to see my sisters a little~ the week after that is spring break for us and I was going to take my kids to the new children museum here in town. I know that that is not a lot but after are BIG weekend I think it will be enough!~
I know that this is all very boring to u but~ that and bible study is all I am really doing now.
I help my daughter with her homework now She got 3 A's on her report card!!! WAY TO GO SAVY ! I am ever so proud of her. Seth is doing good in school as well he got all check marks. But he is just in Kindergarten. I know it is hard for him so I am proud of him also. Sloan and I r spending a lot of time together as I took him out of school for the rest of the year. I was not really looking forward to the mom Sloan time but, I will say I have been VERY pleased with him he has been so good. I feel as if we r really bonding. As for the house keeping part of the whole "if you let me not work as much i will keep the house clean and the laundry done".....WELL, I am still working on that one....But all in all I am loving not working as much i think it just got to be way to much for me. But now I am feeling much better. Don't get me wrong I in no way am saying I want to work like I was with kids at home. BUT, I feel my calling in life is to work with little children. I am wanting to work in a preschool or grade school and teach or be an assistant for K-2 grades. I get so much joy out of seeing the kids in Seth's class when i go to help them read.~Hope u all have a great week....Talk to U soon
God Bless
3/14/2007
3/13/2007
GOD is great~
I have to tell u all about this becasue it shows just how WONDERFUL the LORD is~
Ok Saturday night we went out to my great aunts for dinner and then we wnet to washington square mall to see COCO the Colon~ (Yes is is a real colon). It was savy seth mom and I. We walked around for a little while but there was not much in the mall to see that was still open. SO we left mom called Rodney (her husbad) to see what he wanted for dinner. I said " I am not going all the way back to McDonalds) for him.....THEN ~ ~ Out of the blue BANG!?!?!? I had hit a parked car when I was pulling out......I was so upset~ I felt sick inside> Savy started crying and saying it was all her fault. Mom and I sat there for about 5 minutes then we left we didn't want to get blamed for something I didn't do~ Mom called Rodney and he said I needed to go back in case they had a sec. camera so we went back and the DR that was driving the car was out~ YES I said DOCTOR he was from Mexico and was there with COCO. I made mom get out and talk to him~ He said " it is rented a car and I have insurance on it. NO WORRIES~" Here I am worried sick that it is going to be some but head and the LORD gave me this VERY nice man~ He could have given me someone who was going to yell and place blame and he didn't~ SO the devil thought he had won when we left for BUT God won in the end~ AMEN TO THAT~
Ok Saturday night we went out to my great aunts for dinner and then we wnet to washington square mall to see COCO the Colon~ (Yes is is a real colon). It was savy seth mom and I. We walked around for a little while but there was not much in the mall to see that was still open. SO we left mom called Rodney (her husbad) to see what he wanted for dinner. I said " I am not going all the way back to McDonalds) for him.....THEN ~ ~ Out of the blue BANG!?!?!? I had hit a parked car when I was pulling out......I was so upset~ I felt sick inside> Savy started crying and saying it was all her fault. Mom and I sat there for about 5 minutes then we left we didn't want to get blamed for something I didn't do~ Mom called Rodney and he said I needed to go back in case they had a sec. camera so we went back and the DR that was driving the car was out~ YES I said DOCTOR he was from Mexico and was there with COCO. I made mom get out and talk to him~ He said " it is rented a car and I have insurance on it. NO WORRIES~" Here I am worried sick that it is going to be some but head and the LORD gave me this VERY nice man~ He could have given me someone who was going to yell and place blame and he didn't~ SO the devil thought he had won when we left for BUT God won in the end~ AMEN TO THAT~
3/02/2007
IN A ...
HELLO again~
Well other then being sick and having an awful cough I think I have had a pretty good week. I got to talk to my cousin (KIMBER) that i have not talked to in a long time. I am just so busy these days and when I get home all I want to do is crash. Watch some TV and go to bed.
I very seldom make dinner for my family that is how lazy I have gotten I really need to get out of this funk I am in. I know I have gained some weight over the winter. BUT, who doesn't I just am in this very BLAA place unsure about alot of things. And.....I guess it is making me want to sleep & eat because I am depressed...BUT why am I depressed......I wish I knew
I know that I need to get my act together...But I just don't have the energy. I need to clean my house, do laundry, start making health meals, exercise but I just don't have the ENERGY to do any of this......WHY~ WHY do I not want to do what I know I should be doing for my family......I feel as if I am failing as a wife,mother and person engeneral~
Maybe it is SATIN attaching me maybe if I push through it even though I am tired I can get through it~ I will just keep praying and I know the LORD will give me some wisdom!
GOD BLESS
~N~
Well other then being sick and having an awful cough I think I have had a pretty good week. I got to talk to my cousin (KIMBER) that i have not talked to in a long time. I am just so busy these days and when I get home all I want to do is crash. Watch some TV and go to bed.
I very seldom make dinner for my family that is how lazy I have gotten I really need to get out of this funk I am in. I know I have gained some weight over the winter. BUT, who doesn't I just am in this very BLAA place unsure about alot of things. And.....I guess it is making me want to sleep & eat because I am depressed...BUT why am I depressed......I wish I knew
I know that I need to get my act together...But I just don't have the energy. I need to clean my house, do laundry, start making health meals, exercise but I just don't have the ENERGY to do any of this......WHY~ WHY do I not want to do what I know I should be doing for my family......I feel as if I am failing as a wife,mother and person engeneral~
Maybe it is SATIN attaching me maybe if I push through it even though I am tired I can get through it~ I will just keep praying and I know the LORD will give me some wisdom!
GOD BLESS
~N~
2/26/2007
My Week~
OK this will probably be the only time this week that I blog not unless I get some free time at night. I have been SICK! So, sick I went to the Doc. and I really don't like doing that~ He said I had the begging signs of TMJ and to get a mouth piece.....He also told me to take mucinex and sudafed......WHATEVER~!~!~! I wanted drugs to make me feel better. I have such a busy week this week and we need to have the repair man come to fix the drier and I have no time for him to come because they only work my neighbor hood in the MORNINGS~ and I will be gone every morning this week. SO, if I can't find someone to come when there here I guess we will be hanging r close to dry for a while.
Now that the kids r gone let me just grip about them for a moment.....Sloan r youngest is very set in his ways and he only does what he wants to do when he wants to do it! This is really getting on my nerves I guess since I don't feel good and I want him to do it my way NOW! Seth the middle child has started to change for the worst since starting Kindergarten~ I say this happen with my oldest Savanah who is now in the 4th grade and is start to go through womanly changes!~ THIS is a very trying time for us as well. I know that her body is changing and she doesn't really know what or how to react for that matter & I am truly tryng to be kind to her but trust me it is VERY hard. SO I guess it has been a very hard few months with the kids for me I know. I am starting to spend more time with Sloan because I took him out of school on Wed. so now he only goes on Tues/Thurs. and Seth is not really listening and Savy with all her issues (BOY no wonder I am so tired) I guess that is it about the kids~
We registered Savanah for Softball this weekend. I think she really enjoys it and she is good at it when her dad is not there yelling at her. We registered Seth for Soccer and they said that they didn't know if they were going to have enough boys to form a league so they would call us if they did~ He really need the exercise so I hope that they do. I also Signed Sloan up for T*Ball this should be a fun SPRING~ I think we r always busy......but such is life with kids.
God Bless
Now that the kids r gone let me just grip about them for a moment.....Sloan r youngest is very set in his ways and he only does what he wants to do when he wants to do it! This is really getting on my nerves I guess since I don't feel good and I want him to do it my way NOW! Seth the middle child has started to change for the worst since starting Kindergarten~ I say this happen with my oldest Savanah who is now in the 4th grade and is start to go through womanly changes!~ THIS is a very trying time for us as well. I know that her body is changing and she doesn't really know what or how to react for that matter & I am truly tryng to be kind to her but trust me it is VERY hard. SO I guess it has been a very hard few months with the kids for me I know. I am starting to spend more time with Sloan because I took him out of school on Wed. so now he only goes on Tues/Thurs. and Seth is not really listening and Savy with all her issues (BOY no wonder I am so tired) I guess that is it about the kids~
We registered Savanah for Softball this weekend. I think she really enjoys it and she is good at it when her dad is not there yelling at her. We registered Seth for Soccer and they said that they didn't know if they were going to have enough boys to form a league so they would call us if they did~ He really need the exercise so I hope that they do. I also Signed Sloan up for T*Ball this should be a fun SPRING~ I think we r always busy......but such is life with kids.
God Bless
2/22/2007
A little about everything...
OK so I guess I am not getting any better at updating this web page or BLOGGING more. Hey at lest I blog once a week that is good for me!
Well I just found out this week that Rock and Brittany r going to have a baby.~ I am Very happy for them because they were told that they didn't have to marry to have the baby and there doing it anyway they say that is what they want. I really feel like they bring out the best in each other. I am just wondering about my children~ how will this effect them. Since this baby will be there with my dad and step mom and it will be there FLESH and BLOOD grandchild~ I know that this is just satin talking but I can't help to wonder? Will they still love my kids as much as they do now~ I love my family in Alabama SO VERY much and I hope that they feel the same about me but I always wonder if when we leave they say "THANK GOODNESS, THERE GONE!" and then we don't have to see them for awhile~ They say that they still want us to move down there but really could you see them saying NO we don't want u anymore~ I am sure that this is all in my head and that they really don't feel this way at least I hope that they would say something if they did.~ I wish I could get up the courage to talk to them about it but I know I never will~
OK on to my family~
Seth is going to play soccer he says he wants too again~ so we said fine and then Sloan is going to play T-Ball for Holy Rosary it is just 2 times and the man I talked to said that that was enough for his I agree...BUT I know my son and he will want to play every weekend~
As for Savy she is in school choir,church choir and does bible study on wed. nights~ She said she might play softball but doesn't' know yet~
I am staying very busy with the kids and Mike is mike!~ Gotta LOVE him.
We r having r 6 year anniversary on Friday, I never thought we would be married this long!
We have been together 8 years now~ WOW that is long time~
OK off to get lunch for the boys.....
GOOD BLESS
Well I just found out this week that Rock and Brittany r going to have a baby.~ I am Very happy for them because they were told that they didn't have to marry to have the baby and there doing it anyway they say that is what they want. I really feel like they bring out the best in each other. I am just wondering about my children~ how will this effect them. Since this baby will be there with my dad and step mom and it will be there FLESH and BLOOD grandchild~ I know that this is just satin talking but I can't help to wonder? Will they still love my kids as much as they do now~ I love my family in Alabama SO VERY much and I hope that they feel the same about me but I always wonder if when we leave they say "THANK GOODNESS, THERE GONE!" and then we don't have to see them for awhile~ They say that they still want us to move down there but really could you see them saying NO we don't want u anymore~ I am sure that this is all in my head and that they really don't feel this way at least I hope that they would say something if they did.~ I wish I could get up the courage to talk to them about it but I know I never will~
OK on to my family~
Seth is going to play soccer he says he wants too again~ so we said fine and then Sloan is going to play T-Ball for Holy Rosary it is just 2 times and the man I talked to said that that was enough for his I agree...BUT I know my son and he will want to play every weekend~
As for Savy she is in school choir,church choir and does bible study on wed. nights~ She said she might play softball but doesn't' know yet~
I am staying very busy with the kids and Mike is mike!~ Gotta LOVE him.
We r having r 6 year anniversary on Friday, I never thought we would be married this long!
We have been together 8 years now~ WOW that is long time~
OK off to get lunch for the boys.....
GOOD BLESS
2/18/2007
Exercise the body and mind
Well we did it~ We bought A treadmill we had been looking at them for sometime and we bought one today after Church. SO no more excuses for me I guess. No more it is too cold to go to the gym! I have a gym in my garage. I am kinda excited about it but I am wondering if it will be a wast of money for us. U see last year this time we bought an elliptical because I had to have one it was a cheaper one but none the less it was costly and it has only been used a few times~ It is so different then the one at the gym. SO pray for me that I grow some will power to walk everyday! THEN maybe I will loose a few pounds!
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS
Well we did it~ We bought A treadmill we had been looking at them for sometime and we bought one today after Church. SO no more excuses for me I guess. No more it is too cold to go to the gym! I have a gym in my garage. I am kinda excited about it but I am wondering if it will be a wast of money for us. U see last year this time we bought an elliptical because I had to have one it was a cheaper one but none the less it was costly and it has only been used a few times~ It is so different then the one at the gym. SO pray for me that I grow some will power to walk everyday! THEN maybe I will loose a few pounds!
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS
OK on to the next thing I would like to talk about. My dads church is now online. This makes me so happy because I love the men that speak at his Church. I know I am partial because my dad is one of them but I think that they really get the message across! I listened to dads sermon today and it really moved me! If u get a chance click on the link and listen for your self!
GOD BLESS
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